Lilac Wine

I made wine from the lilac tree
Put my heart in its recipe
It makes me see what I want to see...
And be what I want to be
When I think more than I want to think
Do things I never should do
I drink much more than I ought to drink


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BB

It has taken me this long to find myself again since we were “us”. I’m much happier now, no offense to you. You were right, I tried to hard. I wanted everyone to like me, so I tried to be like them. Truth is, I can be myself- you know that silly, compassionate, intelligent, political, surfer, skater, grungy, thinking girl and everyone will still like me. Actually, they probably like me more now.

I’ve learned not to give a shit about how people perceive me. I know who I am and I’m confident in that. I don’t have to like one style of music only, I can like all music. I don’t have to speak a certain way, I can speak however I wish. I can be spiritual, and not have to call myself a Christian, Buddhist, Secular Humanist- I am whatever the hell I want to be. I don’t care if you understand me or not. At the end of the day, I am who I am and I AM quite happy about it.

So here’s to you, you showed me a lot of good. Let’s not forget how much bad you showed me as well.

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